My current situation of life (nothing serious, just very stressful times) makes me want to ask who's in charge of all of this. Most importantly, who can I blame? Who put in me here, in this life, in this system? What happened to freedom? Why are all these outside factors determining what I can and can not be?
Again, I guess it's a matter of choice. Often I'm not free to choose my circumstances. What freedom really is about, is inner freedom. I believe I have the chance of choosing how I let the circumstances affect me. Not always but most of the time. I'm in charge of my life, I'm not a puppet being thrown around in some wicked game. Whatever comes, I can take as a possibility to grow and still keep my inner peace or I can try to fight back and only damage myself. Acceptance is the key.
So the real question is not who's in charge. It's why am I not taking responsibility. Why am voluntarily letting myself be like this? Why am I letting the circumstances push me down and determine me?
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