Busy making other plans?

I'm so exhaustingly fed up with everything. I feel like I hate this country, this town, this school, this house. I don't feel like I belong anywhere.

I'd just want to go tramping, kayaking and caving again. I want my life to be as adventurous as it used to be during my exchange year in New Zealand. I want to live my life to the full, not just go through every day without really living it.

Who'd come with me? Who' d want to discover new things with me? Everyone else is just too busy, their lives have been planned for years ahead. What's the point of living if you're always too busy to live the moment? What's the point of preparing for anything, if you're already making new plans when the moment that you're been waiting for is finally here?

"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans." Well said, brother John.