This blog certainly is some kind of self-therapy, I doubt anyone has ever read it. Oh well, still serves a purpose.
I'm struggling with something I call Finland Anxiety. I'm ready to leave this counrty now. Ashame I can't, two more years of school left. Well, to be exact, who says I have to finish school here? Still, I'm probably just not brave enough to rebel against the institution that has given my life if not a purpose, at least some direction as long as I can remember. It's just that I don't enjoy being here. Am I just spoiled? Am I asking too much of life? Is it too much to expect life to be enjoyable every single day?
Running away is probably not the solution. Life will eventually become a routine in any country I might go to. Will I just have to keep running away? Or will I learn to settle down, be happy right where I am?
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