November 13, 2008

Looking for acceptance

Isn't that really what most of us are doing? Trying to find a place where we're loved and accepted?

Where to find it then? I've looked for it for a long time.

Lately I've realised that true acceptance must come from within. No matter how warmly people will treat me and how much I'm loved, it's not enough. Not until I find peace with myself. I will have to find a way to believe that I am enough. Forgiving oneself is one the most hardest things. Forgiving that I failed to be what I'd want to be yet again. And understanding that perhaps that's okay.

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