Lately I've been happier than in a long time. (For "obvious" reasons.) It's just that I'm afraid. Afraid to let myself be truly happy and believe. I'm sick of being so sceptical, why can't I just trust that this can happen (and is happening) to me?
If you spend your happy times worrying when it'll end, what do you have left? Yes, you will definitely get hurt at some point in life, that's just how it goes, so what's the point of worrying about it? Worry has never solved a single problem. I reckon the key step in finding peace of mind and being able to enjoy life without worrying is understanding that we will never have full control over our lives and accpeting it. I'm on my way...
A blog to share my thoughts and to remind myself who I am and what I want from life. In the end, how much choice do I have? How much can I fight against the factors that make me...me? Am I just a mere sum of my surroundings? Unanswered questions...
5 comments:
I found you (:
"Tallulah, it's easier to live alone, than fear the time is over."
Joo, ei mitään oli pakko toi kirjottaa kun oon itte sitä joskus ihan liikaa pohtinu. Joo, ei mitään hyviä jatkoja.
P.s. ikävää, että kaikki hyvät biisit/bändit tuppaa teiniintyä, totakaan kehtaa enää myöntää että sitä suostuis kuunteleen.
I could even give you a marvellous hint: don't think too much, just live on and let yourself feel happy every second you are able to feel happy.
Happy times are never too common.
Ultimately yours (ewww ehehehehehehehehheheh)
Ville
I had to come here to write lyrics of another song too, because I was listening to it and that your writing came to my mind :)
"Turha kultani pelätä on, pelätä ikävää. Turha sellaista pelätä on, pelätä elämää."
-Aapelikaapeli merien takkaa.
Hey thanks guys, I guess you're right. It's just that it's a long way from acknowledging to acually believing.
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